The depressing subject of my future... joy!

[Ching is SANTA!]

Ok, here goes...
Im in college right this second... its PoO! (nearly said a naughty word there)
I am totally fed up with it, college that is! Im in one of those 'i want to drop out of college' moods. And just a year ago i was having a 'i want to drop out of sixth form' moods... and guess what... i did, supprise supprise!
At the moment we are working with clients from the industry (this is what we would do as a career, bear in mind) I HATE IT! Its a load of b*******! Dont get me wrong, the rest of the course is ok, not great but ok. But this course is making me so depressed and now i dont know whether to drop out or not! I know exactly what i would want to do if i did drop out, but that means loads of complications, like moving away, leaving all my family and friends behind. What i really want to do is join the RAF as a photographer, but if i did drop out of college, it would mean give up the one thing i really enjoy in my life... the TA. Granted, the RAF is the same kind of atmoshphere and enviroment, but i would be leaving all my friends behind... my squadron. So yes, i am TOATALLY CONFUZZLED!! No idea what to do anymore, all i know is that this course is making me deppressed and myserable!

[Hobbit-eyes]

Well, if you're hating it THAT MUCH, you should seriously consider doing something else.

How long have you got left at college?

[Ching is SANTA!]

now going into the second year. OK... This is what ive decided ....I shall stick with the course and finish it (after all, its not that bad now) get my Nat Dip, and after the course has finished, i shall consider my best options. At least that way, if i *do* decide to go to uni or somthing, i will have the qualifications needed to get me in, plus it will give me an advantage if i did decide to go in to the forces. Does that sound like the right thing to do?

[gio]

A qualification in somthing is generaly handy. And you seem to be learning some nifty stuff, you might enjoy it more next year. Do what you feel is best though, dont be influenced